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r9il72e108m:

ALWAYS. and now. 
except that one time when one of my interwebs friends decided to be saintly and generous and make my day :p sorry was that creepy. it was so sweet though. (thank you. i don’t wanna call you out. can i tag this with your url/name or…? sorry! :p) -cecily

I was creepy?! X

nononononononooooooo no. not you. i was saying: am i being creepy (by saying you were saintly and generous and made my day when you went to my donate page. no! not YOU (being creepy). sorry for confusion :/ ughhh. sorry. i’m sorry. but really, i was referring to my self when i said “creepy.” i always feel annoying and creepy when i say anything. sorry. -cecily

You’re not! You’re lovely ;) You deserve much more. I’m currently struggling through my Therapy for BPD and finally getting somewhere so it does get better Doll, with the right support.

r9il72e108m:

modisfichu:

r9il72e108m:

ALWAYS. and now. 

except that one time when one of my interwebs friends decided to be saintly and generous and make my day :p sorry was that creepy. it was so sweet though. (thank you. i don’t wanna call you out. can i tag this with your url/name or…? sorry! :p) -cecily

I was creepy?! X

nononononononooooooo no. not you. i was saying: am i being creepy (by saying you were saintly and generous and made my day when you went to my donate page. no! not YOU (being creepy). sorry for confusion :/ ughhh. sorry. i’m sorry. but really, i was referring to my self when i said “creepy.” i always feel annoying and creepy when i say anything. sorry. -cecily

You’re not! You’re lovely ;) You deserve much more. I’m currently struggling through my Therapy for BPD and finally getting somewhere so it does get better Doll, with the right support.

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I only read as far as “Antonio Roberts and I will be unveiling..” but.. 

I only read as far as “Antonio Roberts and I will be unveiling..” but.. 

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I didn’t want to wreck anything. So I’m trying to improve my journal. 

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0245am asked: aw thanks, it's a bit on the wonk and i look about 10 but i think i'm adjusting to it :) hope life/arty things are good with you x

I’m attempting mine soon *Bites nails* :P I’m making my Nan a Christmas stitch. A religious theme, but it’s my first in ages, weird how exhilarating a new project can be huh? Keep it pretty Doll x

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r9il72e108m asked: What do you do when you don't know what to do? When things that have given you comfort in the past no longer suffice? I'm sort of at a loss at this precise moment, I'm sorry for imposing my confusion/negativity on you, it's not what I'm trying to do. I just wanted to hear your thoughts (on this).

Doll I’m a drunk, I took a bunch of Tramadol earlier in a weird attempt, thankfully it just made me high. I think the best thing is to do what you’re doing now, reach out to people who know what it’s like, keep trying, do what works until you can find something better. If weeds helps, keep it until you find something else. Don’t let things break you down. Rape, assault, heartbreak, failure, these aren’t you, these are things that happen, they can’t touch you. I don’t let them touch me, not deep down. You can talk to me any time x

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Personally, I’m not a fan, but my Nan is très religious in a vague sort of way and for her Birthday/Christmas I’m stitching her favourite Virgin and dodging questions about my own purity. If I’m quick I’ll stitch a Mary Magdalene to go with her. 

Personally, I’m not a fan, but my Nan is très religious in a vague sort of way and for her Birthday/Christmas I’m stitching her favourite Virgin and dodging questions about my own purity. If I’m quick I’ll stitch a Mary Magdalene to go with her. 

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gutter-whores:

i need some physical affection and 3 bottles of vodka 

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I wasn’t going to dress up for Halloween, even though I was attending a party but at the last minute I decided to give it a try, so everything I’m wearing was part of my wardrobe already, I just picked up some fake blood. I think it worked out remarkably well. Too well actually, nobody told me there would be children at the party and I made one of them cry hysterically, she refused to believe it was fake. I’ve never seen anybody cry that hard, that fast. She was not comforted when I showed her that underneath my wig my hair was green. I am Lavinia from Titus Andronicus. Aggy, my five month old puppy, loved the costume, when I returned home drunk she spend half an hour chewing on my fake bloodied stumps. 

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I created another OkC profile. it seems rude to say I want pretty people to talk dirty to me but that’s pretty much what I want today. 

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