Christian Schloe, Message from the sea
Oh my gosh I love, love, love this
Oh My. New favourite Artist. Need some prints for my digital art wall, my Anne Boleyn is lonely :D
Vita Veil (Disastrous Antoinette) of Adlivun. 28. Classically Morbid Spinster sans Cat. Zine lover, Art and Craft Enthusiast. Dating Disaster.
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I only read as far as “Antonio Roberts and I will be unveiling..” but..
Very little to say again so see our dogs. That’s Aggy stretching, Aggy about to do something incredibly foolish, my Sister’s dog Star who I babysit and me dressed as a 50 year old middle-class woman attending a meeting regarding a bequest. (I got dressed for Therapy in a hurry.)
I thought I’d put up a personal post here but I must have been mistaken. One of the reasons I’ve not been posting is because I haven’t been stitching or drawing recently, I took another overdose and was nearly admitted to hospital but due to the level of Outpatient Care I’m currently receiving it didn’t seem worth the hassle and so I’m going to be seen by the Home Treatment Team. They’ll come to my house once a day, make sure I’m alive, administer my Lithium, decline a cup of tea, comment on the adorable dog and then compliment my green hair. I’m not sure if they come on Christmas Day but the idea is as depressing as the thought that my GP and Psychiatrist will no longer prescribe medication for me because nobody trusts me to remain alive, so I’ve not asked them.
In other news I got two new piercings.
For some reason I decided that this Winter I’d dress like somebody my Mother could be proud to be seen with. It’s not that bad really. I dress it up with a lot of faux-fur and biker boots. I’m trying to find ways to customise these hideous ditsy dresses but they’re all made of the same awful fabric. Other than that I drink a lot, have a lot of text sex whilst avoiding the real thing and I’ve scratched all of the skin from my face because I can’t stand seeing myself in the mirror. Tidying my computer, making enchiladas and buying tampons has been the extent of my achievements today. I’ve nearly finished the Virgin Mary outline though.
0245am asked: aw thanks, it's a bit on the wonk and i look about 10 but i think i'm adjusting to it :) hope life/arty things are good with you x
I’m attempting mine soon *Bites nails* :P I’m making my Nan a Christmas stitch. A religious theme, but it’s my first in ages, weird how exhilarating a new project can be huh? Keep it pretty Doll x
r9il72e108m asked: What do you do when you don't know what to do? When things that have given you comfort in the past no longer suffice? I'm sort of at a loss at this precise moment, I'm sorry for imposing my confusion/negativity on you, it's not what I'm trying to do. I just wanted to hear your thoughts (on this).
Doll I’m a drunk, I took a bunch of Tramadol earlier in a weird attempt, thankfully it just made me high. I think the best thing is to do what you’re doing now, reach out to people who know what it’s like, keep trying, do what works until you can find something better. If weeds helps, keep it until you find something else. Don’t let things break you down. Rape, assault, heartbreak, failure, these aren’t you, these are things that happen, they can’t touch you. I don’t let them touch me, not deep down. You can talk to me any time x